I'm trying to upload a few pictures every day but I just haven't had the energy to upload anything. I am so dead and feel like I'm falling apart. My whole body is just falling apart, I sound like a big cracking machine. Oh pregnancy, how unfair you have been to me when you have been so gracious to others. My hands are so swollen today that they are in pain even. This is getting to be ridiculous. If my dreams are true he will be here saturday.. but I know he wont be here saturday because I bet the doctors wont let me have him then, I will be "too" early. One week off of when they would just let him pop out. I feel like all I am doing is whining, but no one reads this so who cares if I am whining. Poor Justin has stressed himself out to the point he is sick, I worry about him, I don't know if he can make it through this. Swine flu came and went, that was lovely. I believe I've had it twice now.. I'm so unlucky. At least now Skarin has the antibodies in him to help defend himself against it. I almost have his room completely done. I have to paint two more animals tonight and it is done. One polar bear, which really just gets drawn on the wall and then outlined in black, and Daddy and Baby tiger. Not looking forward to the orange mess of the tigers. I don't know if my hands will even let me draw or paint. Dumb swelling. Why does your body hold onto water for? Gr. I think I will end my complaining here, end of story sorry you read this.